Back. Yesterday's ArmyOpenHouse wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Although th weather was damm bad. But I guess, it didn't dampen our sprits at all. We went for th battlefield rides as well. Th rest of my girls went for th flying fox activity too. Bus ride back was damm tiring. Wanted so much t sleep, but I can't. And I don't know why too.
Remedial's cancelled last minute. And me, best & mich left even before school was dismissed.
Mos-burger-ed for lunch. As usual, I ordered mussels. I mean, it's always th case after I went out with ___, I never fail t order mussels everytime I have mos.
Went t have passport photo retaken again. Came home, slept at 6. And slept th way through until this morning.
I woke up at 11pm lastnight, wanting t see if someone called. But he didn't. I thought it was too early. I measured my temperature, = 39.8. Like woahhs. Went t take a rest and ended up sleeping instead. Woke up at 3 t vomit. Measured my temperature again, = 39.9. It seems t be increasing. Checked my phone again, he never call at all...
Luckily temperature went down this morning. And I dragged myself down for school today. I was glad I wasnt late, cause if I was, I'm gna be sent home. =.=
Performance and all today was rather boring. But I had fun with Mushroom & Gambler, not forgetting my girls as well. (:
School ended at 12.
And sorry my girls, I can't go town with you guys. Hope you understand allrights. (:
And sorry Leroy'sista,
I din't get t go back t our primary school with you.
You this boy, meet up soon allrights.
Thanks for always being there, always. (:
Met up with Fabian, and went over t kovan t meet up with Jessie. Sorry Fabian, it's not that I don't wna go t PS with you t get your tie. I'll explain at th below part of th post then.
Lunch-ed. And Fabian treated th both of us. Thanks.
Parted with Fabian and went over t Jessie's house. Slacked and updated my private blog. And then send her t her tuition place.
Bus-ed over t Gardens t meet sister up and bring her home. And I came home, bathed. And went out again. =.=
Went over t Kovan t meet up with Jessie. Bought my handphone strap & my slippers. And homed around 9.
Fucking hell cried on th bus ride home. And only Jessie knows why. Yeahhs.
Please takegoodcare of yourselves for this trip allrights.
I know you guys won't see this.
But yeah, takecare. (:
I bet he's not gna call again tonight already. ): -------------------------------------------------------- It felt weird when I go out with Fabian today. Not cause I don't wanted to. It's cause, I hate people mis-understanding us although we ourselves know we are not. I hate th stares coming from other people. And I hated it when someone I know recognizes me, looking at me with those weird looks. As though he was my boyfriend. =.=
Cause just now, zuoying saw me just now. And she orhhs me with those looks. How I wish that person beside me was not him but you.
Called you in th afternoon, wanting so much t tell you th things I wanted t tell. I told you, and th reply you gave was hurting. Cause I know, YOU WILL NEVER, NEVER DO THIS IN TH PAST.
Wells. Must I admit I regretted letting her talk t you on th phone just now? Cause I din't get t hear your voice at all? Must I admit I regretted msging you just now? Cause I know I'll get sad when I don't receive your msg? Must I admit I regretted missing you always? Cause I don't know if You are missing me as well?
Because I've got this feeling. You've fallen for another girl already. I don't know...