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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

After th first round of crying,
After th first cut onto my leg,

It's time for a rest.
And I'm gna continue doing it later in th night.

And did I tell you something?

I'm willing t exchange anything just t make you come back.

I'm willing t, I really am.

You seemed happy with th way your life is now.

I guess, that's all that matters.

I wont bother you anymore.

For this,

I guess I can assure you that.

After those crying and cutting,

even my mum tells me t hold on.

"Joey, hold on. Until th day You no longer can hold on any longer."

"Joey, You're a brave girl, You can get through this soon."

"Joey, tell yourself not t cry anymore, because it hurts us t see you lik this,"

Th scars on my leg now is increasing.

Will there be a day, when I don't have t scar my leg anymore?

By pouring out all my troubles t phyllis just now.

I told her something.

That if I were t die one day soon, do not, do not ever let you know.

I know, I'm not a strong girl myself.

It's just that. I'm acting t be a strong one, I am.

Did I tell you.

How hard I actually cried while sitting at th void deck?

Because I know, I won't see you coming down anymore.

How hard I actually cried on th way home?

Because I know, You just isn't there for me anymore.

Do you remember?

You telling me that Your shoulders are only for me?

You telling me You're willing t bring me t th beach t see stars?

You telling me that we're gna watch every single movie together?

You remember everything? Do you?

It hurts.

It really really do.

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I love th way you touch me, so soft and sensuously.
It makes me tingle all over.

I love th way you kiss me.
It starts a fire deep down inside me, and makes me yearn for you even more.

I love th way you look at me, it makes me feel treasured.
Most of all, I love th way you love me.

When you walk in, my whole day gets better.
And even wnen you're not with me, you're in my thoughts always.

It doesnt matter what we don't have or what we do have,
Th most important thing is tht we have each other, and no one can take tht away.

I'm th luckiest woman in th world,
and I don't need or want anything, but you beside me loving me t th end of our days.

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