Th love tht lasts. (:

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Wells.
It 2am now.
A quick blog entry before I sleep.

Woke up around 11 today.

Bathed, dressedup and stuffs.
And out t send sister for her piano lessons.

And over t kopitiam for lunch.

Dance today was bad.
Ankle is still hurting lik fuck.

Over t AuntieChris house for some party.
Had fun chatting with her 2nd daughter.
And she's having her Olevels this year.
GOODLUCK! :D

Downtown East for birthday celebration.
And had laksa for dinner. :D

Temple-ed for some praying.
And I went drinking again. :s

I feel so much more better today~

I finally told mum what really happened.
Cause I only told her I quarrelled wih him last time.
It's lik, finally I can tell somehow how I really really feel.
She asked why dint I tell her th whole story earlier,
and I told her. I don't want her t worry.
She told me many things too.
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Well well.
You think I'm really happy with th way my life is now?
I feel so empty.
I feel, something's missing.
But I know, I shouldnt bother about him now.
Cause he is happy with th way he is now.
Even until now.
His contact name is still isn't changed,
He is still having that ringtone that was assigned t him.
All cause,
I'm still hoping for him t come back one day.
Although th answers are obvious, he's not gna come back anymore.

Sometimes, I still cry when things reminded me of him.
I still cry lik fuck in th middle of th night.

Lik what phyllis says.
Everyone can see that, I'm not prepared t let him go yett.
You know why?
All cause I din't expect us t end off so soon.

Sometimes, I still wonder.
Why are things happening th way they are now?
Did I do something t make him decide th way he want it now?

Every single day, I'm hoping t hear his ringtone ring.
With him calling back, telling me. Sweets is back.
With his msging me, telling me. Sweets is back.

I know, I should not hold on any longer. Cause he is blessed with Sheena around.
But, I'm still here holding on. I'M WILLING T WAIT FOR HIM T COME BACK.

Is my decision right?
I don't know.

Maybe I'll let go, when I'm prepared t...

试着去努力鼓起勇气放弃你
总是不争气没有这么快学会安静
就连眼泪时刻在提醒根本无法放得下你
漆黑的夜晚还是找到了我排山倒海来袭


*一定是我不够好 所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角 躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好 不要故意躲开
不让我知道


只要你过得很好什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好*


总有一天你会看到爱如海掀起惊天巨滔
我会以无坚不摧的力量让你知道


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I love my boyfriend. ღ
Bestfriend & darlings in school are loved.
Sisters and love ones are loved.



MY LOVE.
I love th way you touch me, so soft and sensuously.
It makes me tingle all over.

I love th way you kiss me.
It starts a fire deep down inside me, and makes me yearn for you even more.

I love th way you look at me, it makes me feel treasured.
Most of all, I love th way you love me.

When you walk in, my whole day gets better.
And even wnen you're not with me, you're in my thoughts always.

It doesnt matter what we don't have or what we do have,
Th most important thing is tht we have each other, and no one can take tht away.

I'm th luckiest woman in th world,
and I don't need or want anything, but you beside me loving me t th end of our days.


WANTS/NEEDS
Baby's love for me t last,(:
FirstMonth!
 Spend Valentine's day together! :D
CoupleRings for me&baby.
Roses!
Repair my phone.
DKNY watch.
PSP in red.


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art.
amanda. ღ
cara.
charlene.
christina.
ferlycia. ღ
funghua.
jolynng.
jessie.
karin.
kuanling.ღ
mabel.
melissatan.
michelle. ღ
pepper.
phyllislee. ღ
rachel.
ricky.
sofia.
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