Th love tht lasts. (:

Thursday, October 4, 2007

My brain cells for today are used up.

Haven really been blogging nowadays,

reason being ; exams are on-going now.

English, Chinese, MathsPaper1, SocialStudies over & done with.

I almost wanted t burn th books away.

Physics for tomorrow.

I guess, I'm just gna flunk it. heh.

Lunch-ing almost everyday at compass nowadays.

Without th usual gang, yet always amanda. (:

Brother's suspected of contacting dengue fever.

He's at th hospital now.

Gna visit him later, I guess.

Tomorrow's paper ending at 0945.

And there's no school on monday. =.=

Last lap, I'm depending on myself.

Retain or not to.

It's my choice, isn't it?

Just for now, let me miss you one more time.

Because th thought that I'm given th choice t retain or not t,

You came into th picture.

Your msges that day meant so much,

I'm depending on that.

I've heard your voice that day, it kept me smiling , just for that night.

Because of th past I've had with you,

because of th hurt & pain I've gone through.

There were times when I needed you just for a day more & you wouldnt give.

& all those that happened previously,

I've now learnt t treasure everything that's around me.

There are times when I think of you,

I still tear th night away.

But still, I kept quiet.

Because I know I can never pretend that I loved you before.

It's wrong for me t think this way, I know.

I shouldnt even be blogging about it now.

But there's no one who understands.

Mum thought I'm finally studying for myself.

Th reason why I'm studying now, is cause of myself.

But they never know th reason why.

That it was your msges which told me t give it my best shot.

I've tried so hard t treat you th way I wanted t be treated back.

I've tried so hard, wanting t be your girlfriend.

Yet you left without turning your head back...

To you,

You think th game just isn't meant for th both of us, right?

Whatever you say.

I trust you once again...

It hurts, you know.

For me t read my SPO,

with me writing th notes,

from telling myself we've met in th morning,

t th day I wrote down, " th day I no longer became th reason you smiled."

It hurts, but I know nothing's gna make you come back anymore...

I'm sorry baby,

I've not let go of th past.

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I love th way you touch me, so soft and sensuously.
It makes me tingle all over.

I love th way you kiss me.
It starts a fire deep down inside me, and makes me yearn for you even more.

I love th way you look at me, it makes me feel treasured.
Most of all, I love th way you love me.

When you walk in, my whole day gets better.
And even wnen you're not with me, you're in my thoughts always.

It doesnt matter what we don't have or what we do have,
Th most important thing is tht we have each other, and no one can take tht away.

I'm th luckiest woman in th world,
and I don't need or want anything, but you beside me loving me t th end of our days.

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