Monday, February 25, 2008
I don't know how you're gna feel after reading, but still.
I need somewhere t voice it out.

I've been feeling so shitty ever since this afternoon.
Thanks bestie, michelle & amanda for accompanying me throughout.
You guys dint do much, but still, your presence meant everything.

People say, if you love your boyfriend, if you wna maintain this relationship.
It's gna be a give and take.
Tht's why I kept quiet, because it goes t show how important this relationship is.

Din't I tell you if I found out anything for yet another time, I'm gna let go?

It can't always be me, myself giving.

Cause from th start of this relationship, I did not mention anything about you cannot meet your girl-friends from your side.
I did not.

So, th least you should do is t inform me about it?

Cause in a suituation lik this today, it made me appear a fool in front of my friends.
I seriously felt lik a fool.

I kept quiet on th way home, reflecting if it was something tht's wrong with me tht cause you not t trust me.
I kept quiet, cause I know I'm not a good girlfriend, I'm in no position t say anything at all.

I've been protecting myself so much, cause I'm afraid t be hurt in yet another relationship.
I did everything I could, cause I thought I've found a guy who loves me and only me.

I've been making th effort t do every single thing t keep this relationship going,
I tried so hard...

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