Tuesday, March 18, 2008
EVEN HAPPY PILLS DON'T SEEM T HELP.

Been listening t all those cheerful songs in my playlist, it made me feeling worst.

Have been crying myself t sleep these two days, it just doesnt seem t get better.

Yesterday was bad enough, today's worst.

Problems always come at one go, I just have t admit, I'm not strong t handle all these.
I appear t be happy in school, I appear t be completely allright.
But you guys will NEVER know what I'm feeling inside.

You guys, please learn t respect one's privacy.
Because I never did those things t you in th first place, you do not come looking into my things WITHOUT my permission.
I kept quiet, was cause I was bothered enough by problems happening around me.
So, count you guys lucky, if not, I could just easily break down in front of you guys just now.

Mood was bad as it is, my flu had t come at th same time, leaving me feeling even worst.
Thanks buddy for sponsoring those 3packets of tissues. I love you.

Which girl doesnt likes her boyfriend t surprise her as and when she lik it?

I super envy those girls whose boyfriend told them a lie, and th next thing they knew it, their boyfriend appeared at their schoolgate, waiting t fetch her from school.

I super envy those girls whose boyfriend pampers them so much, tht they buy stuffs their girlfriend wants t eat and surprise them at her house.

I super envy those girls whose boyfriend brings them t whenever he goes, with / without his friends.

I super envy those girls whose boyfriend keeps his girlfriend in first piority.

I admit, I'm sensitive, tht's cause I cared.
I admit, I'm afraid of losing you t jiayi, cause I dont know what relationship are you with her now.
I know, she called you a few days back.
I knew it, but I did not ask you.
Yet I kept quiet.

I tried my best in not keeping in contact with my guy friends, was cause I do not want any of them t sour th relationship between us.

I wanted so badly t meet you today...

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