Friday, March 28, 2008
I've gotten my new blog alrdy.
Not livejournal, but xanga instead.
Still in construction, 80% done.

Been missing out alot from school I know.
But you guys DON'T HAVE t make me feel worst.
Whatever it is, I'm voicing things out.
It's th last year, you guys decide th kind of ending you want for this friendship.

Me being sick at home for a full 3 days, you think I've been enjoying myself alot at home huh?
I'm sick, not a single word of concerns from you guys, I'M ALLRIGHT WITH IT, SERIOUS.
But when you guys fucking hell question me on why I'm not able t come t school.
YOU ASKED WITH CARE AND CONCERN.

You don't make it sound as though you guys don't believe me.
Cause th truth is, I'M FUCKING SICK AT HOME.

Truth is, I've always thought th friends I have are th best.
When in actual fact, IT'S NOT.

Truth is, it never makes a difference if I appear in school or not.

Trust is, NO ONE CARED.

Quit telling me about how much you don't lik friendships t drift, cause if a friendship LIK THIS is t drift, I LET IT DRIFT WITH NO REGRETS.

Question yourself, how much I've done for friendships which I treasure it lik no one's business, yet you guys are not.
Question yourself, how good a friend you guys have been been, cause you've never been here for me 24/7, even though I'm doing it for you.
Question yourself when are th times we really sat down and talk, t have you listening t my problems, t have me listening t yours as well.

I'm glad, tht I have a family who loves me alot, who treasures me lik no one else did.
I'm glad, tht I have a boyfriend who loves me alot, who makes it an effort t be there 24/7 for me.
I'm glad, tht I have friends outside who lets me know th true meaning of FRIENDS cause I never see them in my 4yrs in SJC.

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